Nu Breed & Jesse Howard – Only if I Could

Whiskey on the shelf, a couple of pills laying down on the floor (floor floor)
I got these demons in my head, I don’t wanna be here anymore (more more)
Wide awake in my bed, hear the devil knocking at my front door (door door)
Maybe I should run away, what the hell am I running for (for for)
People tell me that I’m evil, they say that I’m no good
I’ve been through a lot of thing’s, maybe I’m misunderstood
But I won’t let you cross me, I wish some body would
You tell me I should change my ways, only if I could

[Verse]

You know what I’ve been through, you roll with me
But I don’t need, no pity
I just think it’s funny, how you do me shitty
Evеry time I’m broke, and ain’t got a penny
You drift away likе I never knew ya
Like this whole shit meant nothing to ya
But girl that’s cool, I’m strong as hell
I just thought you should know that you’re wrong as hell
But carry on with your bad self
Just don’t call me when you need some help
When you need some body and nobody’s around
When the party stops and you coming down
When your confused and lost at some body’s house
That’ll teach your ass to go fuck around
And as for me I got a bottle now
I took a couple pills I’m being honest now
Just the thought of you, trying to wash it down
Truthfully I’m about to drown
And by the way, I thought I would mention
You best friend hit me up and wanted to come visit
I told her shit, she must be trippin’
She must not respect yall’s motherfuckin’ friendship
Plus I’m not shady like that
I would hate for some one to play me like that

Whiskey on the shelf, a couple of pills laying down on the floor (floor floor)
I got these demons in my head, I don’t wanna be here anymore (more more)
Wide awake in my bed, hear the devil knocking at my front door (door door)
Maybe I should run away, what the hell am I running for (for for)
People tell me that I’m evil, they say that I’m no good
I’ve been through a lot of thing’s, maybe I’m misunderstood
But I won’t let you cross me, I wish some body would
You tell me I should change my ways, only if I could

[Verse]

Now you ridin’ around with this fuckin’ lame
Let him call my phone, and even mention my name
After all the hell that we had lived through
I could have did you, the fuckin’ same
It’s a damn shame, do your thing chick
Different day but the same shit
I tried everything, to keep this flame lit
But thanks to you, we ain’t shit
And that pussy boy, you let disrespect me
He gonna eat them words, as soon as I catch him
He thought he was flexing, all big shot
I’m gonna teach that boy to keep his lips locked
When I stomp his head in these flip flops
He should have known better to get me pissed off
But it won’t be long, you’ll be single and free
Probably do him the same way you did me
Out running the streets looking for your next hit
Girl you deserve every thing you get
And just remember, don’t dial me up
Just keep doing you, being wild as fuck
I don’t hate ya, I wish you luck
I wish the best for the both of us
And I hope you find what your looking for
But as for me I’ve had enough

Whiskey on the shelf, a couple of pills laying down on the floor (floor floor)
I got these demons in my head, I don’t wanna be here anymore (more more)
Wide awake in my bed, hear the devil knocking at my front door (door door)
Maybe I should run away, what the hell am I running for (for for)
People tell me that I’m evil, they say that I’m no good
I’ve been through a lot of thing’s, maybe I’m misunderstood
But I won’t let you cross me, I wish some body would
You tell me I should change my ways, only if I could