Nu Breed & Jesse Howard – Thats Ok

New Music Video -That’s OK

I’ve been spending all this time

Tryna pick up all the pieces

Tryna walk a line and fight away all my demons

So if you stick around, so maybe you can see

One day I might make you proud

Right now you don’t believe me

That’s ok, ( that’s ok )

I probably burn every bridge along the way

But that’s ok ( that’s ok )

Cause I’m still standing here today

[Verse]

And the lord knows I’m a changed man

Still broke from hells flame

Many night’s I a laid awake

Overdosing on pure pain

Heartbreak and a side of pills

Whiskey bottle’s still call my name

Now and then like an old friend

Lost some place against the grain

The hand’s of time still ticking

The winds of life keep going by

I feel that cold winter breeze

That let’s me know I’m still alive

And I can’t lie, I’ve been hurt bad

I told myself don’t turn back

Gotta go and find what I’m searching for

God knows I deserve that

And sometimes I still dream

Wake up in a pool of sweat

That sun shining through the blinds

Just in time for the sunset

Still finding good in all the bad

But all the good ain’t come yet

I take a look into my daughters eye’s

It lets me know I ain’t done yet

I’ve running blind through the darkness (yeah)

Did some time on some charge’s (yeah)

Over time became heartless

But I’m still gonna shine regardless (c’mon)

And if you ever doubted me

Well that’s ok just wait and see

Cause I haven’t met one single person

That could ever doubt me as much as me

[Chorus]

I’ve been spending all this time

Tryna pick up all the pieces

Tryna walk a line and fight away all my demons

So if you stick around, so maybe you can see

One day I might make you proud

Right now you don’t believe me

That’s ok, ( that’s ok )

I probably burn every bridge along the way

But that’s ok ( that’s ok )

Cause I’m still standing here today

[Verse]

I felt the hand of god in my darkest hour

Heard the devil whisper death

I’ve tortured by insecurities

Had my heart ripped right out of my chest

I swallowed my pride, many times

That bitter taste, is all that’s left

My pillow case has witnessed hell

From all this pain that’s inside my head

I’ve seen good men, die young

Momma’s cry for lost son’s

A young lady she’s nine months

And the baby’s daddy strung out on drug’s

Seen my people get locked up

And who knows when they comin’ home

All the closest one’s I ever loved

Gotta read their name on a tombstone

But now a day’s, when I go to sleep

I wake up in a better place

That sun shining through my blinds

Thank you god for heavens sake

My daughters face looking back at me

Baby Girl, daddy’s faith

I’m here for you and momma too

Everyone I love, we gonna be okay

I made it home before the sunset

That pool of seat done dried away

I could’ve cried a million time’s

Enough tears for a tidal wave

But I told you, I ain’t done yet

And I still got no time to waste

Everyday we wake up

We about to see some brighter days

[Chorus]

I’ve been spending all this time

Tryna pick up all the pieces

Tryna walk a line and fight away all my demons

So if you stick around, so maybe you can see

One day I might make you proud

Right now you don’t believe me

That’s ok, ( that’s ok )

I probably burn every bridge along the way

But that’s ok ( that’s ok )

Cause I’m still standing here today

[Bridge]

And I don’t have (don’t have)

Nothing left to prove

I’ve served my time (served my time)

And paid my dues (my dues)

And I don’t have (don’t have)

Nothing left to prove

I’ve served my time (served my time)

And paid my dues (my dues)

That’s okay (that’s okay)

I probably burn every bridge along the way

But that’s ok ( that’s ok )

Cause I’m still standing here today

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